Coherent..

Here it is, Whether I like it or not - IAM 27 ! YES I said it and Im not happy about it. The birthday of loner. It was one of kind birthday and I wanted it to be this way. No Parties, not a lotta people wishing, no surprises, no 12 ‘o’ clock calls (i was out of range) and neither was there a Cake or a Birthday song. 

It’s the reflection of years that just flashed before my eyes asking, What Am I upto ? I wasted years not working on my dream and nothing is happening even now. I have some friends who expect me at every party, want gifts, love surprises but no one stepped up this year except few calls. Pre Birthday - 3 days no calls no texts incoming or outgoing what a lonely soul can I be ?

YES God now that you see I’m lonely I guess its time for that one girl. But guess what “My mind is poisoned” Thanks to one f’d up relationship that messes the mind now I don’t have the inner strength to trust anymore and hence I just ran to standstill. “Triggers” that build or break, these bullets that end up damaging different areas like I’m expected to be married soon (thanks to the Indian culture) and Trust is out of my reach I can’t be thinking about my Music for a long time, all repercussions due to one decision two mistakes that create this slippery ground which will not let you progress. But Grace covers it up for all, atleast you have HOPE. My hope is alive so I’m wishing myself a Happy Birthday ! and wishing all success and progress this year !

Few have the grace to have one person to share their life with at the first Go…They have someone to bank while climbing that dream Everest !

Few have the strength to move on as soon as they can..they either don’t have a dream or are taken away by “Cash” ….So they keep switching !

Few prefer Dreams over Dream girls ..Yes It’s a high price they pay and still keep paying !

I have a lot to pay this year too….Maybe everything (nothing) that I ever had. 

God Bless you Pradhan !!

Create a legacy my friend !